Welcome to the community! Thanks for writing this all up, I’m sure what you both are going through isn’t easy, and I wish you wisdom through it—just remember, these forums have a lot of active members, most/all with great shoulders for crying on.
I hope you have a good time here, and that we can be helpful to you!
As for a yo-yo of that color, I think I know of one, though I could be wrong—I’m about as color blind as a dog. But here you go—the SPYY Addict!
First, welcome to the forum. It always makes me feel good to see people feeling comfortable confiding in the community, as well as seeing how touching the community’s response is. When I look at how petty the squabbles that humans concern themselves with I always think of people who are dealing with situations like this one. How many people in this world are fighting to keep their loved ones while people get violent with one another because we’re not all exactly the same. Why do these differences have to matter so much? When you or your loved one is fighting for their life… none of the BS matters. I am someone who prays and I often pray for people I don’t even know. I do this because I honestly feel like it matters and that it makes a difference. I regularly feel the pressure you are under @Tylerwj93 both my wife and I are both dealing with a steady decline in health. It’s so difficult to see my beautiful best friend finding every day more challenging. Your situation is far more urgent than mine and I can only imagine how truly overwhelming that is for both of you. All this I said really to just let you know you know you’re not confiding on deaf ears. Many here are dealing with some very difficult things. Cudos to your therapist for turning people on to yo-yo though. Glad you get relief from it… it can be and has been a tremendous help for many. My prayers are with you that you can both be strong.