This place is where I will update all about my life, achievements, and write what Iโm up to. This will not be updated every day.
Walked Since April 13: 1,186,698 Steps
Updated Last: June 17th
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I had to import the data as I didnโt know it didnโt keep track of it across devices!! My phone took a dive into the sink with some cracked open spots. Nothing happened and the phone recovered thankfully.
Iโve been practicing Black Hops, I have been hitting the first half more frequently, but practicing the second half is terrifying lmao, itโs difficult.
My friend group also bullied me into accepting a gift. I did nothing but gift to others and be there for them and now that I fell on hard times itโs nice seeing people still care. I only accepted because my one friend said I forced gifts on them in the past, so I logically had no leg to stand on lmao.
Needless to say I am extremely hyped. With @Bigjeezus finding the listing in the first place, I was able to talk to the guy, I offered paying slightly more than MSRP for three of his collection, paying almost half the lot for three yoyos. Well, I was going to buy it, but my friend gifted me the money for it. Two colourways I am so stoked for and the other is one Iโll get used to, the Red/Orange/Gold fade.
I will let them decide which trick to learn on that Red one, I may want to try learning to grind on the yellow/grey one, idk. Weโll see!
I am still walking, but way less now, half of what I used to do! There is more to talk about but Iโll keep that for a later update. Thanks!
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I will just say today has been hard. So I may as well do this now than keep ignoring it and not accomplish what I would honestly want the most. I want to make some friends to chat with on a deeper level, it got lonesome after being dumped. Waking up from cluster nightmares every night has been brutal and I feel myself hitting a funk. I really have been taking great aim at not leaking my mental health here but my mental health is rearing its ugly little head and making me not as strong as I may want. I will still get through things, but someone to reach out to and talk about life would genuinely help the most right now. I think what Iโm asking is to make a friend I can lean on a little.
I was trying to find a four leaf clover for the event but I never did. This is sort of like an afterstory/sequel to the event, so over here will have to do. I found a five leaf clover yesterday and several four leafs and a two leaf. I saw another two leaf, but it is hard knowing for sure nothing happened to it yknow?
I may try to find another 7 leaflet clover like from childhood!!
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No way no waya no way.. I found someone amazing.. I may be a bit aloshed but wow
Let me update you all!!!
Today I wwnt to a family Garage sale. I asked a Yoyo community for an intermediatw skill to learnqhike practicing Black Hops herw(Give meadvice foe it.. I tend to practiceas SOON as I understandwhats needed to be done. Any advice for the third hop om the sedond half and the final.one would mean the WORLD to me. Well.. I asked the G2 community and someone said โWrist Mountโ
] hate yo break it to everyone, I did it first try 
But I feel I lwarn quickwr. I feel if aomeome โpushedโ me, I would push harder.
Itโs so fun. I gashed my Aliexpress Yoyo today just casually throwinf โaround the worldโ's and dancing behind loops behindy back and front. It was my firat gash; it was at a community garage sale. It felt amazing. I gashed ir BUR WHO CARES!!! I love the thing while doing the most fun ANYONE can do!! I was thriving on life out of my mind. Look at this beauty and his mark!! I made this during the higheat of euphoria. I will never look down on this. Wow. I was VIBING during โaround-the-worldโ's. This is my go to high intensity trivks no matter my skill level. I throw it out and throw it around my body. It is SO fun.
Shame I learnt Wrist Mount first try but oh well LMAO. Suggestions for next intermediate below?
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Iโveen kind of quiet around here, and I apologize that defeats my purpose of community, well.. I ended up dating a close friend and so I naturally took time to explore us. I am still here checking every day though!!
I will admit, this place has been crucial to me, and I love you all. I see everyone here as extended family; I may know you or may not know you, but weโre all a part of a family here. Unlike other communities, everyone so chill and laidback and even better yet not hostile. It was crucial during the breakup I had community which everyone gave me. For that.. thank you with all my heart.
Years ago Iโd purposely not cope well, but now, I realized all the mistakes of thr past and I am a far better person for learning. Most areas of my life do not impact me like they used to. I learnt how to thrive better. A big part nowadays is yoyoing. I can be in any mood, but a yoyo doesnโt care for my moods.. infact.. since itโs a form of expression.. it is kind of necessary as a muse. I hurt a lot before, and because I felt so much in my life, I can narrow and hone in on that to express myself in yoyoing even more. It just takes skill, patience, effort. Itโs irreplaceable in my life now I feel. Itโs not so high effort that I can easily dwitch to a different hobby and fully drop it, but high effort enough to be involved.
Where other hobbies came in were during times caught in cycles of mental health. But yoyoing was around when I was too young for that and needed a hobby that wasnโt โbadโ for adhd like every others, and I got back into it now that I need to be better after a breakup and other life situations demanding me to be better than in a mental health spiral or cycle, and I have absolutely been living with this hobby. And yeah, I have had spirals, BPD sucks, but for what I all have and the situation I was placed in recently, Iโm doing amazing, and nothing can take that away from me.
I think Iโm old enough now to understand what I need to do in life. It took a long time, but Iโm getting the hang of things. I make loads of mistakes; but nothing ventured nothing gained. Itโs a smarter thing to make as many mistakes as you can so you learn real fast.
Life can always improve, as long as you allow it. It takes discipline, the proper tools for your mental health, and imo a very strong factor.. community and belonging. I am a hodepodge of the most human qualities ever. I have the best intentions; but golly the mistakes I make. I am very rash too, so it ends me up in situations a lot 
but Iโd rather be full of life and raah than not. I was raised where ADHD was a blight, but you know what? I embraced it. I love it. Nothing in this world can take that away. I will always be thankful of some of the disorders I have like Aspies, because I have passions and obsessions unlike people who donโt reside around the ASD sphere. I can connect to folks with Autism much better, and theyโre some of the most amazing people I know!!
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language please j/k
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i grew up in MN, so that really brought me back!
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So some crazy stuff happened.
As everyone knows, I collect Baryons. They are my absolute favourite yoyos and I use all of them (Except backup galaxies)
I also have started dating a close friend! They were the ones who bought me these three Baryons! Crazy how things work out. Itโs still a lot for me to move through the emotions, but Iโll get there some day.
Another piece of crazy Baryon news is that I found the prototype!! The one I desparately wanted!! Such luck doesnโt happen, but it did, and what a very fortunate stroke of luck! Someone was selling it elsewhere and I got alerted to it. I spent an absurd $292 for it but look!! It will be sent out tomorrow so I am very eager to get it!! All I need left is a single colourway left!!!
To my knowledge this was Philipโs personal prototype
Once I recieve it I will ask him about it.
Outside of this all, if people want to reach out and chat some Iโd be chill with that.
Ladyslippers, an endangered and legally protected flower
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I have a feeling I need to go get repierced, it doesnโt seem level. I want to eventually put the hoops in once the lips are healed and once the ears are healed I want to put a chain in. Fun!
Life has been mostly uneventful outside of what is laid out infront of me. Moving with the motions of life and all. Sleep pill is kicking in and making me sleepy. Been playing Balatro here and there, I may go pass out to it tonight.
I will also have to update the step count lmaoo
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Ahhh your lip piercings are so cool! I hope your revision goes well!!
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