Not existing. I won’t say death, because I’m not afraid of seeing death or the process of dying. I’m afraid of not existing. It is inevitable, just don’t know when it will happen. Also, I’m afraid of heights. I’ve been on roller coasters and ferris wheels, so it’s not a phobia, but a definite fear. I don’t like ladders…don’t trust them at all, at any height.
Seriously, I haven’t told many people that, but it’s true. If you sit there and think about “not being” it is scary. Then, if you sit there and think about if you could live forever, but you’d watch everyone you know dying off around you, the thought gets just as bad. Seems lonely, and even if you met new people, you would be aging and they probably would not consider you “cool” cause you’ve been around too long. :-\
I have an incredibly strong fear of looking out a window in a lit room when it is nighttime. Probably scarred from watching the scene in Star Wars with the Mynock when I was young.