I feel like you (and most that compete) yoyo for others, to show others how good you are, to show how skilled youve become, to show off your next big banger for the oohs and ahhs, and notoriety amongst your peers in the community.
I yoyo for me. If I am enjoying myself, at my pace, on my terms, on my time, for no one else in the world but me than I am doing it right. I may put hours a day in, I may take a month off, but after many years throwing now, but ive got maybe 2 videos ive put out. I know hundreds of tricks, but I honestly do not care to show them off. Its not about “them” for me. Its about me and my feelings, my experience, my family of yoyos, trying to help the community at large, and my sheer ability with this skill toy.
Once you get a little older, maybe you’ll see things differently. Its not about physical ability of can I actually do this? Its more about about desire of do I care to actually do this?
I dont WANT to learn some of that stuff, and im not any worse off for it.
I don’t care to push myself to learn every trick under the sun because those imaginary check points dont matter to me. My yoyos mean more to me than the tricks I can do with them. If I am enjoying my time either oogling at my collection, flicking mt Ti’s to hear them sing, or shred non stop for 6 hours, its all the same to me. It might be all about the tricks and contest points for you, but its simply non-applicable for me.
Some are known for their skills, others for their collections, others for the sheer history they bring to the table. We are all valid, and do not have to be everything or nothing to enjoy our time here.