I just need to write this down .
With sadness and grief in my heart, I want to tell you guys about this.
At the start of this year, my grandmother, who was very ill, died of leukemia.
She suffered for years, but always laughing . She was a loving and even more loved woman to all our family. My grandfather took great care of her , even when he got sick and got pneumonia last year. He kept refusing to go to the hospital. He wanted to care for my sick grandmother.
He got better eventually, but my grandmother died , at the start of this year.
We all were shocked and I pain , even if we knew she would die.
I saw her die, eyes open and her breathing was heavy.
I gave her a hug and told her " you May go home". That day she slept in peacefully.
After all this , my grandfather was in very much pain losing his wife. Even I cried from time to time. The house was emty without her.
Past week , my grandfather got very sick with stomach flu, and when he fell down, my uncle called the hospital. He was in good care there, we thought, and he would recover and come back home.
When I was there, before he was that sick, before the hospital , before falling down, he said something that made my heart stop.
He told me that he don’t want to walk around any more, he rather be with my grandmother.
I thought it was Just because of being sick and not feeling wel.
now I know it was an goodbye.
This week, when he was in the hospital, he got in shock, and was put in coma.
Something in me broke, I knew it was the end. He was already 80.
Yesterday, I got the sad call from my father. He died.
It felt so unreal and unfair. He was so strong!
The doctors still are searching what he died of. But they think it’s acute leukemia.
When he got in shock, all the organs were failing. This was Just a little push, but still fatal. He could not get better. .
He is the second person of my familiy who died this year.
I feel horrible. Never a Phone call from him again , never going to clean the fish pond again. … never have a great talk with him again. I mis him…
He would have like me to go on yoing. He was the best grandfather a grandchild could wish. Rest in peace pepe. …