I’m sort of a beginner but need tons of help
Have you checked out the learn section on this site?
I’m a beginner too! The tutorials here are nice. If I want a second opinion or second view of the trick, I use YoTricks’ tutorials in Youtube. Beginner and Intermediate stuff are mostly easy. Just keep working at it. There are a few awesome looking advanced tricks that are actually easy too.
The tutorials here make understanding the trick easy. Learn is my #1 go to section.