It was hailing today! Boy it hurt. It was fun though~ Too tired I feel myself drifting off haha. Much love you all <3
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Big Update.
So something kind of crazy just happened.I found the yoyo to celebrate. It kind of just.. fell in my lap? It wasnโt any of the preciously listed yoyos, and I never sought after it before, because it is titanium. However, to anyone who has been keeping an eye, it.. was actually a Koi. Can you believe it???
I never looked out for it because titanium is so expensive. I still wouldnโt, but this was.. a shock? And idk Iโm still reeling haha. I have just bought it, and got it for quite a bit cheaper too, which made me actually able to buy it. To the community, thank you for getting a Koi into my hands, one I saw when getting back into this hobby and thought it was the modt beautiful yoyo out there, but.. ofcourse with the pricepoint I scoffed and laughed at the price. 
I found one for 275.. I canโt believe this. It will regrettably not be a shelf queen, but I want to improve my skills massively to play with this safely. Thank you thank you thank you all.
To be honest I have been down on myself and life recently, but this will really help with that. I genuinely have been blown away and super grateful. No way I got super lucky right?? Wellโฆ Things have changed for the better! I went though a lot of betrayals in communities and closed my heart up about last yearโs march, and now I have seen what this community is like and it breathes a lot of ethos I cherish. Iโm opening up again and now hosting a cool event and a PiF box! Iโm so happy right now. Oh!! And Iโm getting a lovely Acorn soon so I am SUPER siked!!
Massive thanks to bheinz63 for selling me this. This yoyo, when I recieve it, will be saved for when I finish the event. To me, this event means a lot to me, and this will always hold a special place in my heart and memory.
I want to share stuff that makes me happy, so here!
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this is going to sound โฆ funny, but .. o well here goes - May God Bless you! Your posts make me feel happy. I donโt know you at all, but I feel proud of you! Not to overstate things, but your sharing, the good & bad, is an inspiration. Keep doing exactly what youโre doing my friend.
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500k Update! (Halfway)
Everyoneโs been so kind to me, and having faith in me, itโs honestly really refreshing. This is my favourite song, I thought Iโd share it, a lot of his music is dark/doomer, but even then he uses hopefulness. Itโs interesting to see how he uses dichotomy in his songs, upbeat tempo, dark lyrics. He made a game which I hold dear to me called Hope Left Me.
But honestly? Iโm really excited for the Koi. Supposedly it sounds like a bell and is a delight to play, I canโt wait!!! I know I donโt like reposting the same thing two days in a row but the Koi has been on my mind all day. I have to thank my friend @StrawhatDeku for accidentally getting me a beauty of a Koi in my hands.
Finally. The walking! It has been an experience I will say. Feet are full of blisters and pains, heels are cracked a lil, but Iโm still chugging along. Going to make grilled cheese again. You go through so many calories a day walking this much, burning over a thousand calories a day from walking alone
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Halfway through day-wise.
Since I want to get everything out there in the last half of this event, I will be showing a bit more insight to my life!
This is arguably, if not outright my most listened to song. It never has gotten old and with nice headphones this song really shines. I feel you either have the camp of people who show disgust when you explain songs with darker lyrics, or the kind that enjoys it. I am the latter, but I used to be so scared of everything in life. Movies, music, arts, stories. I think the song I posted above called Embracer is a good example of what I did. โEmbrace your dreadโ. I arose, I conquered. It no longer creates fear, at some point, horror just kind of stuck. No real rhyme or reason, I liked it more than I liked other things. It got emotions out of me, and still does, however I am very desensitized to horror, which is a shame. I think being able to find comfort in horror and the unpleasant comes from growing up in an unpleasant environment like that. Itโs home? I often throw on a good old coffeehouse crimes or something and zone out on something. Used to sleep to them, but having autoplay on and waking up to them and going in and out of conciousness during the night is a cocktail for disaster. Now I fall asleep to underwater rumbly noises, that way I donโt have fuel for nightmares which start closer towards 4AM and onwards, which sucks. I wake up a good several times each night, and by morning Iโm usually waking up from a nightmare since I have them every night lmao.
